I wanna get away
I cannot help but hesitate
You shine like the sun
You blind my view
Kiss To Kill Time
Your fear belies the innocence you hold.
(innocence you hold)

But Do I know…
How I feel?

You helped me value my life.
You gave me reason to fight.
I can’t help this.
(I want more. Running won’t stop this.)

How embarrassing.
What did you expect from me?
Do you even know…
How I feel?
(I want more. Running won’t stop)

I will sacrifice it all for you.
I’m sorry I don’t have time to kill.
That was stolen from the two of us.
An anniversary of memories I turned to dust.
The howling wind haunts me of the past
& the pain between us that’s come to last.
We will be together again.

We will be together.

I didn’t understand.
I didn’t know any better.
I was scared of who you were and what you are.
I don’t want to forget you but I can’t remember.
I’m afraid my weakness wrought this wound and scar.
Nothing can replace what was stolen from me
But I yearn to fill this emptiness that lay in lack of memory.

Is there hope or am I helpless?
I am no better than a coward.


I’m swimming in your lavender perfume.
I’m drowning in your lavender perfume.
I’m breathing in your lavender perfume.

I sleep in a whirlpool of thoughts.
In a bed that burns so bright.
It’s cruel but, in retrospect, in the end you were right.
I have no NERV at all.

How can I….
Make you fall for me?
All these feelings and desires for you…
Can you even see?

I can’t wait any longer for you…
to take the lead.
I should never kiss to kill time.

(I don’t know what you expect of me.)
(You’re always treating me differently.)
(Why do you act like this?)
(I should never kiss to kill time.)